Luscious' Poetry

Dissolving 
I’m melting
Dissolving
Like sugar in hot coffee
Like sugar crystals in tea 
Feeling my emotions
Like bullets in a gun
Waiting to go off
These emotions, I try to stop 
I want to run
On my face, I want to feel the sun
To feel the rain
To do something insane 
Across a field, running
Across the air, flying
Across the ocean, swimming
My mind’s twirling 
The music’s loud
To disappear into a crowd
Lost in the confusion
This could be done 
The sun slowly sets
All this, I want to forget
The night creeps, soon, gone is the day
Claustrophobic, I feel I can’t take a breath 
I want to scream
This is a terrible dream
Visions haunt me
They’ve come to taunt thee 
The shadows of the past
They come in great masses
It sucks to be me
Today, this is how I feel 
I ask no pity
These chains, I want to be free
I want to be someone else
Like the night, I fall 
Thoughts of the mind
Hurt, this I find
One’s mentality
The rationality 
No one wants to hear this
They say “It’s your bliss”
No one wants responsibility
They say “Only You can heal thee” 
Music’s my only true friend
Of my life, I will listen to the end
This is my final word today
I’m going to go and fade away 
Written by: Luscious
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